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Sensing Grace

Sacred words, their spoken resonance,
fill a now sanctified room.
I wonder if the others here realize,
they now bathe in a Divine Light womb?

The subtlety of such powerful Grace,
is sensed by the listening heart.
But in a state of inner turmoil,
you reside several frequencies apart.

One must be still, centered in Self,
to detect these realms of awe.
You must shed to match their vibration,
a tenant of Universal Law.

Yet Divine Grace, seen or unseen,
works subtle magic in all.
However working with It consciously,
was our birthright before the Fall.

In essence a metamorphic return,  
lies at the heart of your quest.
You are the key to unlocking the secret,
and in this task You Are Blessed.

by April Bender

Mood audio: Yiruma - River Flows in You

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