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In Loving Memory - Grandma Corky

Grandma, you were a sun in my world a loving radiance shining on a little girl. You nurtured and nourished me in wonderful ways, you taught me of adventure, curiosity, and play.
When life became dark you illuminated my night, you loved me, you pushed me, and fought for what was right. You showed me what will and determination can do, and to myself you taught me to always be true.
There are so many memories flowing into my heart, it pains me to know that for now we must part. But the seeds that you planted deep inside of me, have helped me to blossom into a mighty oak tree.
(Cora Lee Greenburg September 21, 1935 - November 25, 2017)

by April Bender

Audio - Sleeping at Last: Saturn

Springtime Sigh

Lilting tones and rainbow hues Dance across a quiet room. Curtains sway, kissed by the wind, Carrying expressions of a gentle afternoon.
Its breath is ripe, fragrantly sweet, From wildflower blooms nearby. Earthen woods frame the view, While birds sail high in the sky.
The air, it hums, teeming with life, Of a wild and subtle kind. As the sun's rays beckon eyes to close, I exhale a contented s i g h.
by April Bender
Mood Audio: Relaxing Celtic Music


Scattered fragments now magnetized Surface in interior rooms. Clumsily they coalesce, These orphans that Spirit exhumed. I would have preferred they remain dead, These vagabonds of perplexity. They wreak only havoc inside of me Both emotionally and mentally. They simply don’t fit any of my frames, Neither in belief or memory. And yet I know that I must integrate them If I wish ascendancy. What is it then that you provide, Oh outliers of the deep? Since Spirit has resurrected you, There is a purpose for you indeed. Come let me examine you And reveal the mystery to behold. I know you have a story to tell That hasn’t yet been told. So let us uncover your wisdom, Even if it hurts to look. And perhaps if we uncover enough, We can restore what ego took.
by April Bender
Mood Audio: Chasing Dreams - Departures



An ancient wall comes crumbling down, ivy snaps...cascades to the ground. The protected garden behind the wall, grew an idea of love too small.
It could not sustain our love within, it was time to start over again. So I took a deep breath and let in the light, that destroyed the wall and expanded my sight.
Within that new field I planted to grow, a deeper understanding of our love to know. And just today, not a moment too soon, I spied our first flower, a Daffodil bloom.
by April Bender Mood audio: Most Wonderful Music - Between Worlds
Synchronicity: Daffodils are symbolic of spring - of birth and new beginnings.

Blessed Submersion

Peace. . . Flow. . . Silent hum. . . Suspended in a watery womb
 Cooling. . .  Soothing. . .  Serene lullaby. . .  Sinking down into Wisdom’s pool
Reflecting. . . Deflecting. . . Re-remembering. . . Conscious and sub-conscious collide
Reaching. . . Seeking. . . New patterning. . . Weaving higher impulses inside
Elevation. . . Color. . . Vibrant awareness. . . Crest as new landscapes within
Elation. . . Sensation. . . Quickening rebirth. . . Out of the depths I rise 
by April Bender
Mood audio: Mattia Cupelli - Waves

Sun Prayer

Caress me soft, caress me true, Oh essence of Light in shimmering hues.
Show me your secrets, come let us play, Together we'll dance, letting cares melt away.
Penetrate all . . .cell, blood, and spirit, Imbuing, activiting, expanding my limits.
Teach me of beauty and things not yet seen, Illuminate the mind, revitalize my being.
Warm Mother Earth so green shoots grow, Allowing blossoms to bloom, and life to flow.
And as you beam cosmic codes to the ground, May we seek out their soft tinkling sound.
by April Bender
Mood Audio: Most Emotional Music Ever: Awakening

Sensing Grace

Sacred words, their spoken resonance, fill a now sanctified room. I wonder if the others here realize, they now bathe in a Divine Light womb?
The subtlety of such powerful Grace, is sensed by the listening heart. But in a state of inner turmoil, you reside several frequencies apart.
One must be still, centered in Self, to detect these realms of awe. You must shed to match their vibration, a tenant of Universal Law.
Yet Divine Grace, seen or unseen, works subtle magic in all. However working with It consciously, was our birthright before the Fall.
In essence a metamorphic return,   lies at the heart of your quest. You are the key to unlocking the secret, and in this task You Are Blessed.
by April Bender
Mood audio: Yiruma - River Flows in You

Twilight Revealed

Rain swept winds dampen the air, Twilight pervades, like a mystical prayer.
Primal memory slowly stirs within, Psyche yawns,  ...the immersion begins.
Carried along the watery flow, Chronos sleeps, images rise from below.
Forgotten forms take shape anew, Underworld unlocked, you now confront your taboos.
Shadow and light to rejoin as One, Twilight sustained, your sense of duality undone.
by April Bender
Mood audio: Peter Gundry - Lady of the Dawn

Spring Cleaning

Flying low and soaring high, it is during the budding Spring, we often say goodbye.
Goodbye to beings and things most dear, we must grieve and let go, to make room for the new year.
In the East we observe this annual dawn, a time of birth, beginnings, cleaning, planting, and song.
Inhaling deeply fresh Air flowing in, will move and clear out, remnants of what might have been.
By letting go of what ails the mind, we can plant new seeds of thought, that help us heal and refine.
Sun-kissed blue skies inspire a new day, bestowing precious optimism, and a completely blank slate.
By April Bender Mood Audio: Hiromi Motomiya - Breath

Transcendent Dawn

Strange these days of novelty, That seem to permeate the land. McKenna theorized that when this happened, The end of our “time” was at hand.
How long is it we’ve waited, As each season and cycle passed? Healing, transmuting, trailblazing, Reading every ascension forecast?
We came from many places, Our origins cosmologically diverse. Our purpose…to help uplift this planet, As well as the greater multiverse.
At last we have succeeded, Greater light has finally pierced through. While the masses reel to and fro, We know exactly what to do.
We hold the light, we tend ley-lines, We send out the energy of love. We stand in our height, Filled with the light and power from above.
We witness the shift, we use our gifts, To help birth everything anew. We’re breaking the bonds placed over this world, WE THE WARRIORS AND DIVINE GROUND CREW!
by April Bender

Mood Audio: Epic Sound Dream - Everdream